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UHH EXCUSE ME, PHONE COMPANY MAN?

Okay so my phone came in the mail today likeomgoshyeay. Although you can kind of tell, I'm not too happy right now. ffffff so I opened the package to activate my phone, etc. but when it wouldn't activate (like my mom's phone) I called Verizon's customer service. Apparently my phone wouldn't activate because there was an action to switch our plan that was blocking my activation. The customer service guy said he could cancel the plan so I could upgrade my phone, then reinstate that plan when our new billing starts on the 13th this sunday. I asked my dad about it because I honestly know nothing about our phone plan, and he didn't know anything either. Insert a lot of confusion here...

And then the guy tells me that on November 13th we got switched to a basic plan, a downgrade from our usual select plan. And that the only thing we were getting on that plan were minutes, everything else costs money. So I was like "Um WHUT?" because this month alone I've sent 830 text messages from my phone, and Verizon charges a whopping .20 per text. Do the math, and it's insane. So I was like freaking out, because I don't think anyone in our family knew our plan had changed back to basic, and we've been calling and texting like normal. The dude said he could change our plan to a select plan for our billing this month, saving us over $100 in texting fees, but I'm still confused on exactly what happened when we decided to upgrade our phones, so idk but omggg freaking out ffffffff.

I knew taking the deal from that guy was sketch...I don't care if he speaks Chinese, you don't believe everything that comes out of their mouth. I don't know for sure if it was him or not that messed up our plans and accounts, but it's the only explanation as this was the only recent change we've made to our cell phone plan. Ugh, so pissed.

Now I have to pretend like everything's going to be fine and do a freaking 200-question long study guide. Shoot me nowww please D;

GAWD I am the biggest dork I know hurrr.

Am I the only one who thinks about what to do in P3 while at school? Cus I plan out what I'm going to do in the game when I'm bored LMAO. Today I also had a fail moment where I wanted to press the option to go back to the dorm early and I was all like "bro, what am I doing I'm at school fffff" oh gosh. I think I've overdosed on video games orzzz.

So...trying to see if I can work this weekend again. Need more money. Good thing is I haven't spent any of the money I earned on myself, so I still have what I need for presents :> Bad thing is I might run out because it's not really all that much in comparison to EVERYTHING I might need to get. Trying really hard to make sure I buy stuff for people this year by myself. Uhh not sure about plans. Was gonna stay at my sister's this weekend so I can swing by for wushuhimexx's party, but idk everything's so lskflsdkfj atm.

Okay, my new phone STILL hasn't come in ): fffffffff both my parents got theirs and so did my sister, so mine's the last one. It's been over a week since we got the first one, so mine should be here by now (latest was Monday...). I dunno, I could really use it though cus mine is like, PMSing on me or something. It would be just my luck to get it lost in the mail ; ___;

( rant about art stuffs as usual )

Oh I am depressing ohohohoho. I'm just so stuck in a rut to a point where I'm killing myself trying to figure out what's wrong and turning up with nothing. It's also to the point where I wonder if I'm even cut out to be an artist. Maybe I'm one of those people who can be good at it, but cannot go beyond that no matter how much I want it. I don't want it to be that way though, because I love art and I want this so freaking badly I can't even describe. So much that I cried over it the other day. Gaahhh why am I so lame.

fffffff working on English essay. Probably staying up tonight to finish APUSH homework too cus I accidentally fell asleep OTL. Need some sleep...

fffffffgaiz I had the best dream everrrrr next to my Tekkon Kinkreet dream lol (the one where I dreamed everything was animated Tekkon Kinkreet style and it was all in Japanese SO FUCKING COOL cus Black and White were in it too)

Buuut, I had a Persona 3 dream last night o wo this was probably due to major lack of sleep and the fact that I had been working on a picture of Yukari for like, three hours OTL. Omgosh though it was uuuber cool. Only Akihiko and Mitsuru were in the dream, and instead of going to Gekkoukan High, we went to my high school which was apparently going to turn into Tartarus soon lol since it was near midnight. So we got there and it was really late/dark, and I saw someone else on the campus too and had a near encounter with them. Now for some reason I was like, a whole new character on my own, and apparently I was kind of a new trainee Persona-user (amateurrr hurhur :B) so I had to stick with the "experienced" members of SEES. Uh... so after the encounter with the strange person, I met up with Akihiko and Mitsuru at the entrance of my school, where they began to sense danger approaching even though it wasn't the Dark Hour yet. Then the same person I had seen on campus appeared in front of us, and so did his friends who were all rogue Persona-users bent on stopping SEES's operations.

skdjflsdj;f it was just so cool, cus I actually dreamed fight scenes and me shooting myself in the head to summon my persona. Also in the dream, there was some sort of backstory with me and Akihiko (probably cus he's my favourite character in the game and I think he's a hottieeee) so he was always the one who was kind of protective of my character. There was even a somewhat shoujo moment where an explosion happened and he grabbed me to cover me from it. And he was all like "Are you okay?" squeeeeeeee~~ oh gosh I'm such a dork, this dream proves it.

I told Maya about my dream and the rogue persona-users that showed up and she was like "...Is your dream telling you the future or something? Cus that's freaky!" lol uhhh maybe? I have some premonitions when I dream :< not all that often though, just on occasion. Oh gosh, it was so cool though lol

Uhhh this whole entry ended up being about my dream LMAO LAME.
In other real life news, Dahye gave me a late birthday present too lol. It was a giant bag of candyyyy ovo good candy I might add, and a CD with super HD videos of "Super Girl" and "Ring Ding Dong" like omgosh I don't know where she got them but the quality is amazinggg. It looks even better on my laptop's LCD screen * __* She also made me these cuuute icons that represent me lol kind of like the Poupee(sp?) Girl thing that icysnowdrop does. Idk much about that stuff, but I loved the icons! I wish my clothes were that cute ; A;<3

Also watched Cencoroll last night ((: been meaning to check it out since starsdropstars posted about it in her LJ, and finally got time. I really liked it, the action scenes were so entertaining and well done. I'm super impressed and inspired now :> Also makes me want to make a Cenco mood theme HAHA.

yeaahhh staying up tonight. APES homework, studying for history test tomorrow. REJOICE?

My cousin had bought this special dessert pocky from Grand Asia market and we shared it. But she also wanted to take pictures.

Me - Hnng...I don't like that picture.
Cousin - Fine, we'll take another one.
Me - Wait, I ate all of my pocky, let me get another one.
Cousin - OMGOSH you just want my pocky, you're such a fatty!

LMAO TELL ME SOMETHING I DON'T KNOW.
It was very gewd btw :> dessert pockyyy~ Wish Grand Asia would sell green tea pocky again;;

And omg look at what wushuhimexx made me for my birthdaaay ((:

Isn't it so cute? Aaaahh! * A* In case you can't tell, the bottom part is made from the top of a plastic bottle with the cap still on (: omgosh so cuuute I love! Thank you again, Vanessa!

Went to Grand Asia market yesterday (I love the busy Saturday mornings lol) and bought some stuff with my dad. I stocked up on snacks and ramen. Also bought a pack of Vitasoy because it's been forever since I've had some ; A; My dad let me get a dragonfruit because they amuse me and are tasty hurhur. We ran into Dr. Tse and my dad's friend Larry while there...it was weird. I hadn't seen either in a while, so when Larry asked if I was the youngest daughter, he was like, "Really? You look so different! You used to have these chubby cheeks!" pfftlol. Maya also said my face looked like it had gotten thinner in the past months;;

I need to go Christmas present shopping! (: I really want to now since I have over $100 saved up for people's presentsss. And good thing I wrote down all my ideas or I would've never remembered them all D: And speaking of ideas, planning on making a food blog kind of thing, along with my review community (I think I'll make it open membership so everyone can submit reviews etc.), since I thought up some good names. YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN MMF OHOHOHO.

Oh god, I've been playing way too much P3...

Hey duuudes. Hop on over to my new art community? (:

retrogresser

It's basically a newer version of jellydrinks, and turned into a community to make updating and such easier. I'm still keeping jellydrinks up due to sentimental value and previous posts I'd made... LOL INTERWEBZ PACKRAT.

Uh i think that is all for today.
Off to play more P3 since it's the weekenddd :>! Also no work tomorrow...yeay because I can sleep in, but kinda sad cus I don't get paid OTL. Ah well, more time to draw.

My dinner :> made somen noodles. Not exactly ramen, but good enough lol. Really wanna go eat good Japanese food soon... there are no good places nearby though;;

Don't mean to sound like a jerk, but I'm pretty tired of hearing people complain about school lately. While I understand the stress and frustration and the need to vent when you don't do so well, but I was kinda ticked off when my friend failed his project and he was being a big baby about it. And everyone around was like "It's okay! You can bring up your grade!" etc, etc, totally babying him. Ms. Guy (our Latin teacher) was trying to tell him it wasn't going to ruin his grade in the class since he does well otherwise, but he just kept complaining and feeling sorry for himself. So I actually spoke up while I was doing my work, since I was sitting near him, and said, "Well if I were you, I'd stop complaining and start translating the story in the book like you're supposed to be doing." and Ms. Guy laughed cus she was surprised by my smart remark.

Dude, I failed the project too, and you don't see me whining about it. I don't care if you're struggling in just this class or other classes too. I'm worrying my ass off about AP classes. But when you don't do well, you bitch, get over it, and do better next time. Jesus Christ. I guess it's cus he lacks confidence, but so do I. So do alot of people. I just hated how he put his head down for a good chunk of class being all upset when he should've been doing classwork. When you just decide to give up of course you're not going to do well. Bitching and moaning all the time isn't going to bring up your grade and neither is letting go completely. Grow up.

I dunno. It kind of goes back to my thought that who you used to be has nothing to do with who you are now. I mean, it does, but decisions you make now can completely dismiss all the bad things in the past, so just do it. Don't think about it and make things better starting this very second.

Hurhur, cheesy journal entry. Ranty.
Also still waiting for my phone ):